一个字-烦

第一次用华文，显得有点不自在。最近的我的确很烦。太多太多的事发生了。但有一个事已折磨了我很久。我发现我爱上了一个我不该爱的人。爱上她是我自讨苦吃，因为这是个不可能可以发展的恋情，因为我太了解她了。其实我也不懂我对她的感觉到底是爱情呢还是友情。但不懂为何的，我尽然因为她而又那种心痛的感觉。每当看到她和其他人要好时，我心里终会有种心酸和心痛的感觉。此外，我也会很在意每封她传给我的简讯。我还曾经因为她的几封简讯而掉泪。我真的很烦！！！我真的真的感到疲惫了！！！

-jyn the designer-

SICK...SICK...SICK...

Still having sick...5 days being sick le...no improvement...haiz...my holidays are now really gone...nothning much that i can do...cant hang out with friends...cant play...cant meet up with friends...cant play basketball and even volleyball...what i can do is just stay @ home and watch the drama that i borrow from jane...haiz...

Start thinking about my several problems and also my friends...even someoneelse that had make my life so miserable...why there were so many things happen to me...why am i so "suai" d...haiz...my holiday is so bored....my car is out there...but i cant do anythink to it...its spoilt again...stupid bustard car...i want a new car...with the colour of white...

-jyn the designer-

SICK....

Having a terible sick since last friday...my condition get into worse after went to a doctor...at 1st i m only have a soatroat,but now..i m even get into fever and flu...and even find diffculty to breath...

Have a chat with kim jong yesterday...we talk alot...talk about the genting trip that i suppose to go but i dont..talk about some conflic between us and some other friends...and talk about love problem too...kim jong is really a caring friend...i just know him for few days..but our friendship gt into so close...glad to have him as friend...

Have some problem between friends in the passer week...too many things happen in that week..i m not going to talk alot about what happen..coz someone will start attacking me if he read my blog...you know who you are..and u should know what i m gonna to talk about...yea...i know that i m suck in basketball..but that doesnt mean that u guys can make fun of me and even underestimate me rite?yea...maybe you are good in basketball..but it doesnt mean that you are good in everything too...so...plese dont show your stupid silly "lcly" face infront of me...and dont ever try to challenge me...understand?bustard!!!!

Have a quarrel with calvin yesterday...at 1st..i tried to have a proper talk with him..but it doesnt go it great..i get into emo when we talk about our problem...maybe he still not really sure about what going on actually...i tried to sleep after that..but i cant...i get into suffication for several time when i start thinking of him and others...i really getting tired now...why is this world so complicated and my life into so complicated as well...

-jyn the designer-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,JANE!!!!

Happy birthday jane...keke..its was jane birthday-26.09.2008(everyone must remember this day oo...)

We celebrate 1 day earlier for her as she will be going back before her birthday...(she said she want to celebrate her birthday at bruneii...so what 2 do...haiz...she dunt want 2 celebrate with us leii...sad nia...)we celebrate in the class...at first i try to give her a suprise..but she oo...very geram d lo...always break my suprise d oo...haiz...so i can sy that there is no suprise to her lo..haiz...n she keep saying and complaning that i m very "shi bai" lo...haiz...T.T..(next time dunwan help her celebrate le...keke...)

Anyway...wish u hapi birthday and may all ur dream come true k...

-jyn the designer-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

Its ah yu n yin san birthday...hapi birthday 2 them...may all their dream come true and all d best 2 them...keke...calvin n the others are actually organising a birthday party for them...but unfortunaly i didnt join them for the party....haiz...too bad...haha...anyway...hapi birthday!!!!

-jyn the designer-

BROTHER FROM TAIWAN-ALFIE

Being a long time never upload my blog...too many assignment to do...theres many thng that i wanna 2 share with but i dunt think i have such enough time to write it...so i will only make 3 post about my last few weeks...

1st of all..i would like 2 introduce you guys my gord brother from taiwan...his name is alfie....he is 23yo this year but he look younger than that...he is good in basketball n skeating as well...and he too like 2 take picture very much(he is a poser)..kaka...i meet him in my hostel basketball court when playing basketball...but that time we still not familiar to each other..until d day we meet again at alamanda...we sit togather in d bus and talk bout our country...we get each other hp number n email(easier to contact bah)....Than,we hang out 2gater for several time...he like roti tissue very much(thats the only food that he say is nice in our country)...he is cute...he came to my uni 2 learn english...now he is back to his beloved country le...and will only be back 2 malaysia in 2 years time...miss him alot...

Before i end with my blog...i would like 2 share this conversation with u guys between me,alfie n jane...

we are actually to speak english but not chinese as wanna 2 help alfie 2 inprove his english..n this is our conversation:

jane:ok,u start 1st(jane said 2 me)
ah jyn:ok,u start 1st(i said it 2 alfie)
alfie:WHY me????

Then everyone start to laugh...alrite...mayb u guys wunt think its funny but if u were with us that time..i m sure u will know whats the joke....

K...thats all for this...take care bro...wait you back oo...n dunt forget about our promise yea...keke....soli..cant upload any picture leii...so i will upload at my friendster there...view there bah...jynjyn_yo@hotmail.com

-jyn the designer-