眼泪。。。

青春若有张不老的脸，但愿它永不被改变;
许多梦想终被编织的太美，跟着迎接幻灭。

眼泪，使我体会到更多的东西，也是我成长的滋味。
一直在改变我孤单的感觉；
你也不曾发现，我的微笑含着泪。

439的一通电话。。。

下午的4.39，接到了一位好久没联络的朋友打来的电话，心里感到万分的兴奋。我与这位朋友就好像恒星和行星盘；原应？因为恒星是绕着行星走的，恒星不能没有行星，而行星也不能没有恒星。

要结交朋友虽不是件很难的事，但要结交到一个志同道合的朋友却不是你我想象中的那样简单。虽然我们认识的时间不长也不短，但我们的友情却是如此的深厚。朋友，虽然你即将出国去追求你的梦想，而且一去就7年的那种，但我相信我们俩的友情一定不会被遗忘。

朋友，很高兴在我的人生里可以记载着你的名字，而且是永不删除的那一种。保持联络吧，朋友。

累了。。。

“雨都停了，天都亮了，我们还不懂。。。”林俊杰的“懂了”和我此刻的心情是一样的。不知为何，我开始厌倦了大学的生活。也许是最近朋友间所发生的一些不必要的误会，也许是我本身的个人问题，或是我根本就对我所读的这一课没兴趣；我也不知道，我只想快点放假，好让我可以好好的休息。

最近。。。

最近一直都在忙着课业，每天都在朋友家那里埋头苦干，只有在凌晨的四点钟时是最幸福的，因为每天的这时刻，我与几位朋友都会驾车到sri kembangan的麦当劳去喝茶。

在那里，我们可以很悠闲的，什么都不管。繁忙的课业真让人透不过气来，所以即使是一下下的偷懒，也足让我满足了。

虽说我并不是当中最积极的哪一位，也不是睡的最少的哪一个，但我的抵抗力却是最差的哪一位了。。哈哈，厉害了吧！没想到我终于有东西是可以厉害过大家的啦！（那也能拿来炫耀吗？！）身体的不适，使我有了回家的念头，于是我终于回家了。回到家里，我就像个玩偶一样，荡在sofa上，完全没给与任何的反应。直到今天，我感冒了！吃过了早餐，看了医生，吃了药，终算好多了。现在的我只想休息一会，因待会，我得回到那烦人的地方去了！！！

睡不着。。。

现在是凌晨6点17分，朋友们都在呼呼大睡了，寻找各自的周公去了。而我，却还是独自在旁阅读别人的部落格。看得我心痒痒的，于是便心血来潮，写我的部落格。哈哈！！！
最近大家都忙着自己的final project。这次的assignment是要设计一个咖啡屋。哈哈，我才看完coffee prince,如今却要设计一个咖啡屋。真来的合适啊。。。为了这个咖啡屋，大家可是都累坏了。每天都得干到凌晨去，咳！眼看就快到截止日期了，但手上剩下的还是那么多得出出逼人，真不知该如何是好。
繁忙的课业也使我面上的豆豆堆积如山。不足的睡眠，不足的时间，不足的运动，使我的身上的shoping complex(fat layer)也因此增加了一个layer.真希望可以马上脱离这烦人的课业！！！
好了，今天就到此一游吧！后会有期！

I LOVE MY MOM...

Went to shoping with mom yesterday..as my mom promise to buy me a new sport shoes...we went to the curve 1st..coz i nid to go to the gym...we shop the whole shoping mall there but stil cant find a shoes that i like...so afther my gym..we went to 1 utama..hoping that i can find sumthing that i like..at the end..i bought 2 pair of shoes...1 nike n 1 reebok...nike is for running while reebok is for basketball..kaka...i like them so much...muack...n u too..mumi...coz they are both very expensive...i like the nike the mst coz they just arrived 2 days ago..kaka...oyea..and there was a korean fair at 1 utama too..i bought alot frm the fair..and the yogurt is damm nice..keke..reali spent alot yesterday....anyhow..thx alot mom..love u oo...muack...

1Oth OF APRIL..I LOVE U..

10th of April...we start this relationship..its not easy to get start on this relationship...we have gone through so many "task" and only get into this....we walked d whole way in a rainy day..remember?ofcoz u did...
U put me in the waiting list during my 19th birthday...its really give me a hope..and now..10th os April...u give me this chance to take care of u and loving u...
I really dunno what to say..i think what i can do is just to love u more and more...

-jyn the designer-

NOTICED...

i m going to call every1 that i miss on this 29th of february...so if u did receive my call..means that i miss u damm much..

27.2.09..worried!!!!!!!!

27.02.09..theres only 1 class for 2day..design class..start at 2.30 today and end at 3 sumthng..lol...wasting my time only..started with new assignment and nid to present it on monday..lol..how to finish it in 3 days time..we were be divided into 1 group of 2..when the lecturer call my name..i was like so nervous..and i even pray to ms sabariah..hope that she will give me a partner that is good lo.."lim jyn weei..ur partner is chinda",,wow..i feel relax then..coz is chinda..atleast there wont be language barrier between us bah..now..we make it like this..i search for the special kiosk of local while chinda will search on those special kiosk at thailand there..and our team work so far so good...really hope that we can get a high marks for this assignment..coz it 20%....

Went gym just now..we suddenly decided to go d..not prepared at all..lol..started to fall in love with gym now..its great man..althought that the fees is not cheap at all..but its worth lo..

K..thats all for today...nid to continue with my assignment now..

-jyn the designer-

TODAY....

Sleep at 3sumthng this morning...and i wake up at 6 in the morning..wth?too excited bah maybe coz i m finally join the gym fitness center le...yohoo.....cant slp anymre after being awake..so i decided to take my bath lo..wth?its only 6am and i m going to take my bath now..lol..yea..its should be a happy thing to share with right..but who knows?i fell down in the toilet as the result of sleepery floor..stupid right?haiz..i hit the toilet ball and i scream so damm loudly leii..so imbrassing..never espect will fell down in the toilet b4..haiz..now i can still feel the pain..so damm pain lo..anyone there can give me a hand pls?

Afther the class end..me,rox,jane and ice straight away went to fitness 1st for gym..cool man..really damm excited coz we going for the cycling class 1st..wohoo..we thaught it suppose to be a very relaxing class but it dont..damm tiring and i almost vomit and get faint..it is really an exhausted exercise....but i m proud of myself coz i finish till the end...atleast i hv burn 600 caleories now..lol..

-jyn the designer-

SCARY!!!!!!!!

Feel so scary right now..everyone is getting emo now..i dunno why..but just very scare to face with them on monday class...

I just read my coursemates blog..and know that many of them are quit emo now...i thaught it should be a good start since we have not meeting each other for 3 months..should be very happy to see other in class right?Anyhow..i have settle my problem which included all the conflicts with others...atleast i dunt have to feel uncomfortable when meeting with anyone else...i just hope that i can really study well for my this whole new semester..

Chat with nick this noon..and nothed that he had arrived peart safely.fell so happy to talk with him...he is my best buddy when i 1st came study in kl in form 4...glad to know him at the same tuition...even that he can speak good english..but he never underestimate me...thx alot to him...hope that he will be happy studying at there..all the best bro...

-jyn the designer-

TODAY!!!!

Pheww..finally my house eletricity appliances works...i was like so hot just now...but luckily they have fixed it...and now i can continuew blogging and chatting with friends le..wakaka...

Today is d registration day for our fabe student..i went there at 9 togather with jane,sushi and pin pin...supprisngly there are not really much peoples in the morning...luckily we have make the correct decision..kaka..although there was not much students..but the louzy computer system and the co-workers of the uni were like so sucks man...they were all so slow for it..they should hired some singaporian to help them up for the registration system bah..

Went for lunch at the taman tasik club resort...like the environment there so much...cool man..feeling that i hv been to a high class restaurant..kaka..we order alot of food for makan...so hungry at that momment..what to do?who ask those stupid hell lecurer were all so dummy with the computer system???haiz...

Afther lunch..i send the girls back to hostel and i straight away travel back home...so glab to be at home..kaka..

-jyn the designer-

LAST DAY IN SYNOVATE...YAHOOOOOO!!!!!

Today is my last day working in synovate..have be working here for so long...yea..i admit that i do learn somethings in synovate..atleast now i know more bout the advertisment and the brands of several things...and also how malaysian ppls really are..after i have went through with all these stupid survey..i can say that most of the malaysians dunt have a good mainers..dunt they attaind "pendidikan moral" before?stupid lo..ppl havent finish into theyself..they straight away scold u all the bad words and hang up ur call..and some even worse..i think if i have to do a presentation on any topics in my new semester study..i will sure talk bout malaysians attitude...

Yea..i know alot of great friends here...bcoz of them..i gain alot of happiness and joyness..i would like to say sorry of i have did something wrong to them..thx alot for forgiving me in any single things that i have did it wrong...sorry..and thx alot for being my friends...i will never ever forget u guys...jane,hj,daniel,esther,ps,zz,k-son,wc,sm,kl,ivy,th,stellia,canny,ryan,stef,yinn,and more..if i have miss any of ur name..sorry...there were too many ppls that i will like to thx to...

Anyhow..i m now FREE!!!!i have the freedom now...and have to be prepared for study...gambateh...

-jyn the designer-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANE..

Its was jane birthday yesterday..at 1st we planed to celebrate at kimkarry..but too many ppls went before us..and somemore we have only 1 hour to eat..so we change our mind and decided to go for the ipoh chicken rice shop..der...not a good place to celebrate birthday lo..aiyo..spoit the mood only...

After the lunch.,i was asked to go back with jane 1st while the others went to buy the birthday cake for jane..jane doesnt know that we will buy a cake for her..after they have bought the cake...siao wei ask everyone to enter the international room to have a meeting...siao wei really good in acting leii..she really act like we gonna to have a meeting...and suddenly..two guys brought the cake in..."happy birthdya jane!!!"...jane was really shock and i think she almost cry lo...she very suprised...kaka...siao wei really good in giving ppls the suprise lo...kaka...and also really good in cutting the cake...pro man...we snap alot of pictures after we have totally finish the cake..we really dunt have the working ,mood anymore..so we keep taking pictures...kaka...atleast i can also take some pictures before leaving synovate on next saturday bah...rite?kaka...

-jyn the designer-

DAY WITHOUT BRINGING MONEY....

Shitt man..i forget to bring my wallet with me to work today...how am i gonna to survive without money oo?hmm..luckily my dad is here...so i try to get some money from him...walao...he just give me RM10 la...what to eat oo..hopefully that the others will chose nt to eat something expensive lo..if not..haiz....

"Hey jyn,later we eat sanmai sushi yea.."easter ask me..what?did i heard it wrongly?no...its true...they have decided to eat sanmai sushi...k...hopefully that they will have something cheap for me la..k..its 7pm nw and its our dinner break..we walked to the sanmai shushi and wait for our turn...luckily there not much ppl for today..we were bring to a special room which can be seated for 8 of us...cool..i feel like i m the VIP leii...kaka..i look at the menu...erm..erm..erm..woray..there something cheap for me to eat le..its look somthing like bento...with chicken and egg with it..and its only RM8.80...cheap right..kaka..

The foods are not bad..quite nice...and sudd i think of yen..maybe i can bring her here next time..so i called her and date her in the coming next saturday...but too bad..she gonna go back to her hometown as her grandma have to admited hospital and go for a surgery...i wish i can accompany her back..but i cant...how?haiz...

-jyn the designer-

ONCE A FRIEND>>FOREVER THE FRIEND...

I received an expected news this early morning..It all happened so fast..I wish I had the chance to apologise for evry mistake I did..I should have agreed to dance..You always have that bright smile on your face..I love your dance..I love the joy you carried for people around you.. I first knew you was that when i joined choir in form5..that time I m feel quite happy to know u as ur hometown is also from penang..and we have been in a group when we have the chior pratice..i really enjoy the time when with you...I know you love to sing..especially those emo love song..and you really love to dance..you were so good..

I remember..when I was told you suffered frm leukemia..I cried on the spot..I couldn't accept the fact..but it could have been worst for u..what I did was to pray..pray that you'll be fine..and I know you will because you have such a strong will..the last time I saw you was during Prom Night..You were alright that time..You were fine and smiling happily..Remember we supported you all along? I remember..during graduation,everyone stood up as a sign of respect when you took your leaving certificate..We're all touched..The campfire show was great!! You didn't screw up..It wasn't your fault..I saw you..lying on the ground in the hall..in tears..blaming it's all your fault..seriously,it wasn't! The unexpected happened and it's all accident! Nobody wished it happened..I prayed..for every single night..before I sleep..that you would be fine.. I love to hang out with you..I love to go karaoke with you..You taught me how to dance..You taught me how to play snooker..You taught me how to rap..You taught me how to bowl..You advised me how to be in a good relationship..At one point..I just realised how much you really love her..and I remember you telling me"I believe, her and I will meet up 1day... and that day isn't far from now.."

I miss your voice..I miss your dance..I miss your smile..I miss your everything..We missed you..We love you..We're not ready to let you go..Can you see us? Hear us? Feel what we're feeling? I hope you can..but I guess God loved you more..So He took you to a better place... a happier place..And we're all happy for you..and sorry that we dunt even have the last chance to see u..

I'm glad that we were once a friend..Now all left is memories..And I will never forget these memories..You will always be the best dancer in my heart

poss by jyndesign and liki..

SCARY!!!!!!!

Went back to my mom hometown today...its my 1st time driving back to Alot\r Setar..abit scary actually..there was a lorry drove behind me..and this lorry driver was like so impatient..he keep hon-ing on me even that i have try to keep on a distance with him..At the end..i have no more idea with him..so i move to another lane..but this lorry driver even over take me ..And theres a kancil infront of the lorry..suddenly..i saw this happen..the lorry crush with the kancil..and the kancil "terbabas" in front of me so suddenly...i was so panic and damm scare on thqat moment...but i know that i need to calm down..course i m driving the car...luckily theres no car in another lane..so i still can move to the another lane...its a nightmare for me actually..i dunno what really happen to the kanvil owner..its a full family members in the car..stupid lorry driver..bullshit la him...fortunately...i still can arrived my grandma home safely...woo...but now i have the phycophedia on driving infront of the big vehicles...

-jyn the designer-

KENA SHOOT TODAY AND BYE SAM...

Stupid k-son,hj and daniel..keep shouting me today...3 ppls with the age of twenty plus bully a pity litle boii which is only 18year old..dunt they feel embarasing?haiz..did they really feel funny when they keep peli-ing someone else?yea..i know its fun coz i always did that too..but soemtimes we have to remember that not everyone can tahan that..its ok if u just joking some times..but not too often la k?some words might be very hurtful when u speak it out..maybe u wunt ralise bout that but others will....i have seen that king of problem happen during my working experience in Synovate lo..some even get cry..pity them...so next time when u wanna to say somethings..please think it twice 1st b4 u say it out..c..i really learn alot after working there...

Today will be the last day for sam..sam was one of the FE(field executive)..taken a picture with her yesterday..i think from today onword,k-son n daniel will be very lonely le...but very freedome now..right?

K..thats all for 2day..

-jyn the designer-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM...

20th of january..its was my mom birthday..we actually have celebrated earlier @ damansara palace restaurant on sunday...but its nt the actual day of my mom birthday..so we celebrate again on tuesday..we came to this korean restaurant which we always went to...and we order alot of foods to eat...YUMMY..my favourite bbq seafood,pork and beef..and also the bimbinbap..yumyum...the owner of the restaurant is a korean...she keep teaching my sister some korean words..she enjoy speaking with my sister as my sister know how to speak korean..while me and my mom were like..what the?so annoying la they all..talk so much for what???so me n mom just dont really border bout then and keep going on with our meal....the owner is like so talkative...she can chat with my jie for 2 hours non stop leii...n i can also eat for 2 hours for non stop as well leii..wakaka...Hey..i m rushing back to watch my drama la n online as well..so can u both just stop chating there..haiz..we went at 7 sumthng and we went back at 10 sumthng...stupid la they all..wasting my time only...and i mis my drama as well..err!!

K...mom..happy birthday and may u happy always..love u yea mom...muack...

-jyn the designer-

DANIEL.....

Daniel...the guy who siting beside me during work..y sudd i will blog bout him?erm..coz some1 said that i didnt blog bout daniel...only blog bout him in blog...so here i am...keke..

Daniel...a interior design student in THE ONE ACADEMY...bcoz he is taking the same course with me...so we have alot of topic to talk more...and sumre we enjoy the same shows...and even same songs...But we always fight within each other during work...haha...His bigest hobby is to fight with me...coz he will never stop peli me if he did went to work...right?He and k-son both always like to bully me...u knw?macam 2 big gorgor bully small deedee lo..how to fight>haiz...

He's very fashionable and very stylish lo...the 1st image that he gv to those glrls is "wah..this guy look great"..but after they know more bout him..they will know what really happening then...he like to sing..but he always say that he cant sing well..i m not sure bout this..coz i never sing with him..

Erm,,what else can i say bout him?i really dunno...i just know that he really like to kacau me...he is a bad guy..wakaka....

-jyn the designer-

LEAVE ME ALONE...SICKNESS!!!!!!

Haha,,,dunno what happen this a days...the friends around me all get sick..Even me myself too..my eyes getting damm dry now and cant see the menu when i wanna to purchase the foods just now...haiz...

K-son...my co-worker and friend of mine as well get into sick N years ago..bt till now,he still havent recover yet...His sound become more "sexy" now...but he did achieve alot of survey today...OMG..

Let me tell u guys...K-son is a damm lazy guy...the reason that why he stil havent recover yet is due to his lazyness...he's lazy to take medicine..thats why...but he's proud of it...so nothing much we can do..right?i was joking n tell him that it doesnt mater if he die..but if he wanna to die..please die far away mah..please dunt bring the sickness to office mah..later cause everyone sick as well..haiz..(K-son,dunt angry la..i m just joking with u only la..i so care bout u.right?kaka..)

K..before i end my poss for today...i would like to advice YOU(k-son)...faster go see the doctor and dunt sleep so late...AND remember to take the medicine...kaka...

-jyn the designer-

CLASON OR K-SON.....

Haha....weird right..d topic of mine 2day is "clason or k-son"..kaka..coz i hv "promise" to poss 1 blog bout him...kaka..erm..what should i talk bout him leii...erm...a musculag guy who can speak good english lo..n heard that he can sing very well as well..so far i never heard him sing yet la...but i m wondering,him n ah wei..who can sing beter leii???lots of question marks...kakaka...

He is a very good interviewer..as he can achieve alot of quota per day...n he is very serious when working...(if compare to sum1 else la...hey daniel,i never say is u lo..kaka..)erm..sometimes he is good but sometimes he is bad...coz he always lyk to say bout me lo..(u shoulf knw what i mean .)oyea...he is a student of UCSI...dunt ask me the full name of the coll..coz i dunno too...

And 1 more thing,he really very "muka tebal" lo...even the bullet also cant enter his face leii..kaka..Y?coz he always say that he's handsome n he can sing well..yeww...can u just imagine that he is even worse thn me...i mean mre muka tebal than me lo...OMG...

K la..thats all for him la...

-jyn the designer-

STUPID HIM AGAIN...LOL...

What the....stupid him..asking me stupid questions today...feel weird but funny when i saw his msg to me with the stupid questions...i cant tell u guys what the questins are...but its damm funny...seriously...1st time gt ppl ask me this kind of question...

After chating a while with him..i continue with my work...Was very suprise as him n mr.k went back damm early...dunt really knw y...lol..

An hour b4 we went back..4 of us:yin,hj,ryan n me sit 2gater n start chating non-stop...its quite interested as the topic that v talk is bout "liam"...whch means jilat...kaka..every1 keep laughing so hapily whn we talk more into detail bout sex...kaka...(yin was d 1 that start with the topic 1st d...)kaka....

K...thats all for 2day la...sleepy now...wanna to slp le...

-jyn the designer-

HIM....MR.D.....

06.假娃娃
作词:楼南蔚
作曲:翁伟立
编曲:翁伟立
镜子里的洋娃娃 好像认识她却不了解她
在美丽的包装下 有一颗心无力在挣扎
她为爱走进一座象牙高塔 却不知道爱情有没有这么伟大
为了他 讨好他 变成他的她
其实在血脉里奔驰著一匹马
爱着他 防着他 心思太复杂
只有梦里海角和天涯
为了他 讨好他 变成他的她
其实在血脉里奔驰著一匹马
爱着他 防着他 心思太复
杂爱一个人谁敢说是真的幸福吗

镜子里的假娃娃 走出房间走出她的家
外面有风吹雨打却是她想往的天下
她情愿在阳光下慢慢溶化
也不想作一朵温室的明日黄花
为了他 讨好他 变成他的她
其实在血脉里奔驰著一匹马
爱着他 防着他 心思太复杂
不想作个假娃娃
no no no
come on yeah yeah yeah
为快乐重新再出发 yeah
再找回已失去的魔法
为了他 讨好他 变成他的她
其实在血脉里奔驰著一匹马
爱着他 防着他 心思太复杂
爱一个人谁敢说是真的幸福吗
一场梦原来只是一场梦
她还是一个娃娃
一个活着的假娃蛙

This was the 1st song that built up our frienship...we both like this song very much...but now...because of my super childish thinking mind,our friendship now was like freezing now...i dunno whether will he view my blog or not..anyway...hope he will read this...Sorry if i said sumthing wrong to u...

-jyn the designer-

ARGUEEEEEEE.........

I m seriously getting stress n tiring...i dunno till how long i can stand for this...i really dunt like the career that i m doing now...everyday get scolded by the stupid respondents..n the worst thngs is i cant even scold them back..shitt fucking stupid respondents....go to hell bah!!!!!!!!(just for d respondent that have scolded me)

At night...surfing internet n were on with my msn...saw oong online(my ex-housemate)...trying to chat with him...but endup with quarreing...i just cant controll myself and keep quarrel with him...our frenship start frm a very best fren till lyk tat...what can i say?i dunno...

Really "fan" right now...dunno what to do..haiz...

_jyn the designer-